…but these shots don’t get any easier. I KNOW they don’t hurt, it’s just the mental hurdle of giving myself a shot! Jeez!!!!!!!!!??!!???!
Today, when I got home from work I prepped my meds and attempted to give myself my shot. That didn’t work, so I decided to have a glass of wine, then another….it didn’t seem to help. It seems silly, I know, obviously I know I’m doing this for a good reason….and it’ll all be worth it in the end, but for whatever reason I just couldn’t do it. Finally, I called my friend in tears and asked if she could help…..she said she’d be right over, and I couldn’t have been happier. I was fully prepared to drive to her house, or meet her out somewhere…..but it was so sweet of her to offer to come over. Thank you Melissa!!! My anxiety just got the best of me.
I had her inject me, but then I pushed the syringe and made the medicine release……idk, just needed to be a part of it. Maybe it’ll help prepare me for tomorrow’s shot.
Now I’m worried for the rest of my shots, including my trigger which I’ll probably need Friday night. If I had to have help today I’m assuming I’ll need help then too….ugh, I’m so frustrated with myself.
Has this ever happened to any of you?!?